What do you do when you can’t talk to the one person you should always be able to talk to? Best friends are supposed to always be there for you. They should be able to tell you anything and everything that is on their mind. And you should be able to do the same. So why is it that I can’t talk to my best friend? Should she even be considered my best friend if I can’t talk to her?

Every time I try to talk to her about what is on my mind, I always wuss out. I convince myself that it’s not important enough to bring up, and if I were to bring to up I would only cause tension between us. The last thing I want is for it to be awkward between us and/or for us to fight. It should NOT be this hard to talk to her. It should not be half this hard to talk to her yet it is.

I know most of it has to do with how passive/non-confrontational she is. I can be very passive/non-confrontational at times, but geez, she takes it to a whole new level. I don’t think I have ever met someone who is as scared of confrontation as she is. I just wish there was something I could do to help her become more assertive.

We got into a few fights over the last day and a half, and as of right now, we’re not on speaking terms. I feel like she could careless about what I think and what I say to her. Whatever I say just goes through one ear and out the other : ( It should not be like this at all. I want nothing more than to be able to sit down with her and just talk to her and spill my guts out to her. Sadly, I don’t think that will ever happen.